What more can i do?

i'll put applesauce on this hamburger and eat it--just so you can rightly call it a sauce, if that's what will make you happy. What will make you happy?

Who am i now? What will you have me be? One thing has led to another to change perception, to change what i know to be true--to what we know to be true. it was never about what i want. Not for me, at any rate--nothing was. it has always been about You, and Them.

They just don't get it ... i'm beginning to suspect i don't either. And this, above all things, terrifies me. Help me to understand ...

... maybe it's just me. i've said it once, i'll say it again: The person who will tell you all truths, be they positive or neigh, is the best friend you could ask for. ... how could i deserve better than that? Tell me your Truth, and i will tell you mine.

What do you see?

Maybe i'm just blind.